have yourself a merry little christmas

Have a Merry Christmas all of you guys!! I hope Santa has brought to you everything that you wanted :)

Sorry for being out for all this time guys! But I've been so busy doing some stuff for Spanish, German and also for English! And, although I'm Spanish, I have to say that Spanish Language is the most difficult of those three! haha it's a little bit awkward, but it's true, believe me!
Yay! Just two days until Christmas! aren't you as exited as me? I haven't been so nice this year,  and Santa knows it, but I wish he don't punish me! :)

We started to walk around, and found a park near there.

-Let's find a seat, and then we will talk more comfortably -he said. I couldn't stop looking his beautiful hazel eyes. I was trapped. It seemed I was hypnotized.

- Of course... whatever - I said, smiling.

We found a beautiful seat in the top of a field in that park, between a lot of sweet-smelling and colorful flowers. We sat down. I was kinda nervous, because I didn't know what he exactly wanted to know about me. Why did he want to meet me? And after all these time? I was looking around. I couldn't look him in the eyes! I would fell in love again! 

Letter for a friend who deserves it.


My dear friend - if you still let me calling you that way, 


I know that this letter is ridiculous. I know this letter cannot fix the hurt I've done. I know you're reading it right now, and you don't know that it's for you. I know that other people will read it, and they will think that it's written for them, but I'm afraid that's not the case.  
I just wanted to repeat, one more time - because I think I haven't done it enough - that I'm sorry. I'm extremely sorry. I've ever wanted to hurt you. And I know there are no excuses for what I've done.
I just want you to know that you became a really good friend of mine. I really enjoyed by your side. And how did we laugh! I had a nice time with you, seriously! And what makes me being so sad is how I have lost a real friend like you. You are so kind, close, happy, cheerful friend. 


I just wanted you to know it :)

not a great post, but I hope it works.

Bones of the fish.

There was a little girl who loved eating fish all day. Fish for breakfast. Fish for dinner. Fish for lunch. Maybe her parents were really odd and kept giving it to her in order to make her smarter. Or maybe her father were a fisherman and that were the only food that he could bring to his house... I can't decide that bit... Well, doesn't matter. She only ate fish. Her parents used to looking for carefully all the bones of the fish. They always took off everyone of it, but they always forgot one of them, and it always was in her plate. Maybe her mother left it there on purpose because she was jealous of her beauty... Nevermind. The case is that, if she didn't eat fish, she'll die and her parents were gonna die soon too because they had something wrong with them like their blood was blue or something like that. 
Luckily, because of eating so much fish - or that said her parents - she was intelligent, and she always noticed each bone on each meal. 
One day, she was a little bit upset, because of her life. She had problems with friends, guys, girls, college ...

She was daydreaming.

 It was lunch time.

 She ate fish.

 There was one bone.

 She ate it. 

She died.

Be careful with your acts.

New pics soon, promise! :) Have a nice weekend, I'll be sleeping :)

I'm out of time and pics!

I promise to post some new photos soon.

Have a nice weekend!

xoxo♥              

"Oh, gosh! I haven't seen you for ages!" - I said. I know I could have said something better, but I must admit that I couldn't find any other words to talk to him. I had no words for him. 

"Woah! You look so pretty today! It's nice to see you" - he said. I was so nervous. He was talking to me. He hadn't spoken to me since 4 months ago. - "By the way, do you want us to go outside? Here it's too hot and maybe we could go for a walk and talk about our lives without all this noise..."
F*CK! That's how I started to fall into his trap...
"Sure! Let's go outside" - I said.

***


I know I had to ask him if he loves me, but why? 
Everybody knows that if I ask him that, he will always say whatever I want to hear, even if it's true, even if it's not. I'll never know if he loved me once or if he never did at all.

Do you really love me or actually do you not? I know you told me once, but -honestly- I forgot.

Have a nice week  

xoxo.

I'm extremely sorry for no updating these days! I've been really busy in fact. I started university just one week ago and we've already done two tests! Can you believe that?
I'm doing my degree in Translating and Interpreting English and German. Actually I'm very glad with most of my subjects and, most of all, my schedule is awesome - just 4 hours per day! Could it be better?
I'm taking an Italian course on the afternoons too, and that's why I can't be here as much as I would like.

Here are some of my pictures with my BFF Laura Ouch. You can go to her blog just clicking on her name.

Have a nice week and be just as little as you want :)

a roller-coaster plenty of feelings

Respiraba. Respiraba hondo. Sus manos permanecían quietas en el teclado. No podía mover ni un músculo. Sus ojos no pudieron apartar la vista de aquella información. Había pasado. Lo que más temía, había pasado. 


El aire no conseguía llegar a sus pulmones. Por alguna razón, no conseguía hacerlo. 

"Respira.... Respira, ¡coño!"

Un sentimiento de ahogo la invadía. Quería salir de ahí. Quería protegerse con algo. No podía estar pasando.

Sin más, así paso. La primera lágrima nació de su ojo izquierdo. 

Según estudios psicológicos, depende del ojo del cual nazca la primera lágrima que comienza un llanto, determina si es llanto de felicidad o de tristeza.

¿Podéis adivinar de cuál de los dos ojos nació esa?

Lueur d'Eté

Lueur d'été, rêve animé, mon coeur s'enflamme
Et soudain s'envole, si loin du sol
Et les larmes s'effacent
Loin des murs
Je m'abandonne, et tout rayonne

Tout s'anime
Tout devient si léger
Vivre apaisé
J'oublie la honte et les pleurs
Loin des tourments

 Some pics in my bff Laura's house. Hope you like it :)

London 2010

Here are some of my pics taken on my London trip, being with some friends having a delicious Grande Vanilla Frapuccino at Starbucks, some shopping, and then, some relaxing at Regent's Park.

xoxo

across the universe, part two

Once upon a time, he told me:

I want you. I want you so bad... It's driving me mad..


It was marvellous. It made me feel alive. He needed me, as much as I needed him.

***
But he didn't. He called me dear Prudence, won't you come out to play?. That's not my name.

So I looked around, around, around, around, around, around...

You know what did I learn about that? I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together.
I am the eggman, they are the eggmen, I am the walrus.

I'm crying.

I decided to go to a show for the benefit of Mr. Kite
A splendid time is guaranteed for all And tonight Mr. Kite is topping the bill.

why??...

Because the world is round, it turns me on Because the wind is high it blows my mind Because the sky is blue, it makes me cry

Love is old, love is new Love is all, love is you

And, something in the way he moves attracts me like no other lover... I don't wanna leave him now... You know I believe and how.

I always thought... Oh, darling! please, believe me! I'll never do you no harm. I'll never let you down.

Someone told me once that living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see. It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out...
It doesn't matter much to me.
So, let me take you down, 'cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields. Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about. Strawberry Fields forever.

I went to his office, a little bit drunk, and loudly, I said:

You say you want a revolution Well you know?, we'd all want to change the world... You tell me that it's evolution... Well you know We'd all want to change the world But when you talk about destruction Don't you know that you can count me out? Don't you know it's gonna be alright?

Sitting in my desk, I oly can write down...
I don't know why nobody told me how to unfold my love, I don't know how someone controlled me, he bought and sold me...
Still my guitar gently weeps...

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup, They slither wildly as they slip away across the universe Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind, Possessing and caressing me.
...
Nothing's gonna change my world.

sometimes I just want to be out of control
When I get to the bottom I go back to the top of the slide, where I stop and I turn and I go for a ride till I get to the bottom and I see you again
Do you, don't you want me to love you? I'm coming down fast but I'm miles above you, tell me the answer!
You may be a lover but you ain't no dancer.
HELTER SKELTER

Did you know that happiness is a warm gun?
I need a fix cos I'm going down, down to the bits that I left uptown.

I have a Blackbird singing in the death of night... Take these broken wings and learn to fly All his life he was only waiting for this moment to arise Blackbird fly into the light of the dark black night



That black bird told me: hey girl, don't be afraid, you were made to go out and get him, the minute you let her under your skin, then you begin to make it better.

So, Don't let me down, boy.
Nobody ever loved me like he does babe... yes he does.
I'm in love for the firs time, don't you know it's gonna last?
It's a love that lasts forever, It's a love that had no past

There's nothing you can do that can't be done.
Nothing you can sing that can't be sung.
Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game.
There's nothing you can make that can't be made.
No one you can save that can't be saved.
Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be youin time - It's easy.

♥All you need is love.
Love is all you need.♥

he loves you yeah, yeah, yeah...
he loves you yeah, yeah, yeah...

I would like to be across the universe, that universe where the most important thing is always you. Nothing's gonna change my world, nothing exists without your smile, nothing's important without your eyes. Wait a minute...

is there anybody going to listen to my story...? All about the girl who came to stay. That girl who knew what she wanted. That girl who only gives her heart.

The one who hold me tight, the one who makes me feel so right.
Don't know what it means to hold you tight, being here alone tonight with you...

And then while I'm away, I'll write home ev'ry day, And I'll send all my loving to you.

In that letter, I'll tell you something I think you'll understand... When I'll say that something...
I wanna hold your hand

then, lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song and I'll try not to sing out of key. Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends.

Do you need anybody? I need someone to love.
Could it be anybody? I just want someone to love.

and it won't be long til I belong to you.

I remember the first time I saw you. I wrote this into my diary:

I've just seen a face
I can't forget the time or place
Where we just meet
He's just the boy for me
And want all the world to see
we've met.

Do you want to know a secret?
When I found myself in times of trouble, Mother Mary comes to me speaking words of wisdom...
"Let it be"

Let it be

Let it be

Let it be

He say "I know you, you know me" One thing I can tell you is you got to be free Come together right now over me


He said:

Why don't we do it in the road? None will be watching us!

Why don't we do it in the road?

and I said:
If I fell in love with you, would you promise to be true, and help me understand? 'cos I've been in love before and I found that love was more than just holding hands.
If I give my heart to you I must be sure from the very start that you would love me more than her If I trust in you oh please don't run and hide If I love you too oh please don't hurt my pride like her 'cos I couldn't stand the pain And I would be sad if our new love was in vain So I hope you see that
I would love to love you